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This is the End

by Awkward Sounds

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1.
designer drugs 02:25
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Made my home in a pile of dirt Pretending to be dead in my favorite skirt Kill myself in the name of fame Escape the truth by making pain Decorate my love Dressed in designer drugs I need to feel a buzz So stuck in what was Bomb gonna off but the city's cold Young at heart but my soul feels old Looking for something new to feel Looking for your love trapt in a pill Don't want to know your name Just want to escape this pain Don't want money and fame Just wanna escape this shame I don't need your love Just give me designer drugs Heart gone numb and I need a doctor I want to love and I want to want her Chasing all my dreams away Let love live and die another day
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closing in 02:43
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Slowly I wake and attempt to get my head on straight What was my name? Am I dreaming or am I still awake? Nothingness replaced by static in my empty brain Can I feel pain? Are you listening? I need escape Do you feel the walls? I see they’re slowly closing in Can you hear the call? Beckoning me toward the end Will it rise or fall? If its divine its divine sin Can you see at all? I cant go through this all again Thoughts start to race, the lines blur between love and hate Lies take the place of truth and I just cant relate Don’t recognize my face, I’m looking for another fate But parallels escape reality and I’m lost in space Reality breaks Im not sure how much I can take Tired of feeling fake so sick of feeling so displaced Every thing I hate constantly knocking at the gate Will I escape or drown or simply be erased?
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hopeful chaos 03:51
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Attack of the mind I may never think clear Bounded by love Embraced by fear I couldn’t find faith In thes sky above So buried this weight With booze and drugs Gave up my dreams For a plastic life Now im living in a hell With a gun and a knife Maybe its hope Maybe its hate Maybe its chaos Maybe its faith Maybe its me Maybe its you Maybe you’re right Maybe I’m a fool
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watching the abstract 02:18
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Watching only the background I feel the air getting thin In the hollow spaces That we hold within Expression lead by persuasion Fills nearly every screen But there's overwhelming silence Where there once were screams up to the ledge To watch it all fall apart We have reached the edge An end begets a new start In a world under fire I feel my last breath escape From this hollow chest The void is slowly replaced By searing passion and anger With how sadistic this world is It seems now just to survive Is about as good as it gets Watching only the abstract I feel my self disassociate I've completely lost meaning With no way left to relate To the skin that I wear Or people that surround My only comfort is darkness There’s no hope left I’ve found
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drain 01:50
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Fame your a dying star And shame made us who we are This pain will take us home again Rain will wash away are sins. It's strange how I forgot my life It's a game pull the losing card We aim straight for are broken hearts Drain watch me wash away Drain I'll never be the same Drain all my love And bury me in the drugs Drain all my love Bury me in the drugs
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searching 02:10
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How long have we been looking? How far off have we gone? How much is left for the taking? Where is it that I belong? Waiting for a reason to breathe again Searching for a reason to die this state of purgatory never ends Looking for a reason why What truth have we accepted? how will it take its toll? where’s the source of the infection, buried deep within the soul? How long have we been falling? How far away from home? How much now are we faking? Where wont we feel alone? What lies have we in invested? how will we find what they stole? where’s the idea once infested, in my mind that’s become a hole?

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released April 1, 2021

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